20100418

Like you don't appreciate, all that I am


You don't get things, through luck, or chance. You get there with your choices, your determination, your decisions. Don't question what you have, how far you've gone. You deserve it.

Why do we keep hurting and never healing? Why do we keep talking and never listening? Why do we keep regretting instead of learning? Why do we keep blaming yet never come to accept? Why do we keep staying when we should be leaving?

We're all trying to get somewhere. We just have different reasons why we need to get there.

When I start meaning anything to you, give me a call.

"Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can't seem to get you off my mind,
All these ups and downs,
They trip up our good intentions,
Nobody said this was an easy ride."

20100415

Change the weather still together when it ends


And slowly, her feelings began to go numb, no happiness, no anger.She either felt hurt, or unhurt. Most the time though, it was just hurt.

What's really sad, is that after all this time, he still wants to believe you.

If I could, I'd reach up to the sky at night, and pluck a star off it's perch. Just cause you asked me to.

The hardest goodbye to say, is the one you know will have no hello sequel.
"Now you're on a different page,
And I don't have a clue,
I'm flipping through the book,
And I cannot find who I know."

20100413

Big cities open hearts, we'll never be apart


I'd rather be a fool then lose you.

When you let go of something, and you feel like you've gained. When you say good bye, to start something new. When you close your eyes, to find a new direction. When you let yourself fall, just so you can get right back up again.

Don't let it ever come to a point, where you're running as fast as you can, chasing her, trying to make her stay cause it never had to get to that point. You have her here, act now.

I like the shine you show when we're lost in the dark.

"My mind tries to warn me,
But my heart wouldn't hear it,
Cause the truth has to travel too far,
From my head to my heart."

20100412

But things just gets so crazy living life gets hard to do


If you don't expect, you can't be disappointed, right?
A frown is just a smile turned upside down. You can't have one without accepting that the other will also be there. So just enjoy the good times, but just realise that the bad times do come too.
When I said it was going to take a lot of time and effort. I meant I'm prepared to put in that much time and that much effort. More even.
"Don't know what's gotten into me,
Never knew this is where I'd be,
Spent my whole life living for someone else,
Thistime I want to live it for me."

20100405

Maybe I like you just a little bit, maybe I like you, a lot.


I ended up needing you way, way more than I wanted to.
So I got a pen and paper, and I wrote all my feelings for you into words. Then I sent it, far far away.
Even when you find someone who could make you smile again, that smile will never be the same.
I can't pretend that I don't know about it. Neither can I pretend that it doesn't matter to me.
"I haven't slept at all in days,
It's been so long since we've talked,
And I have been here many times before,
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong."

20100402

Was everything we had a lie


The hurt he's causing you is probably, no definitely the worst type you'll ever feel.

You wait around for the right time to come, just waiting for your chance. But what would happen if the right time never did come.

And everytime someone ask's you why. I hope I could be your because.
I don't want to be the girl who's waiting at home, wondering where you'll be and having so much to say to you, but never having any chance to do it. I don't want to be the girl that's so busy being angry that I never have a shot at being happy.
"Seeing your smile when I think about you,
What in the world comes closer to,
I said the things I've been meaning to say,
Cause I know really I'm not afraid."