You don't get things, through luck, or chance. You get there with your choices, your determination, your decisions. Don't question what you have, how far you've gone. You deserve it.
Why do we keep hurting and never healing? Why do we keep talking and never listening? Why do we keep regretting instead of learning? Why do we keep blaming yet never come to accept? Why do we keep staying when we should be leaving?
We're all trying to get somewhere. We just have different reasons why we need to get there.