20091227

Please trust we can do this


Wake up, there's no such thing superman. But if it makes you feel any better, I'll come in and save you if you need me to.

She gets crazily excited over the simple things he says, only because that's the only things he ever says.

Just to get your attention, he paid the school bullies to bash him in front of you, cause he was sure you'll come and help him, and then maybe, he'll get your name.

I can't imagine this happening in any other way.
"I told you that I needed space,
But that was not the case,
You tell me that I've changed,
But I have stayed the same."

20091219

Had to wake up face reality


You know I had to leave? Well, what I wanted to do, was lay there with you, forever if I could. And I just wanted to give you one last kiss, over and over again. I wanted to feel safe next to you knowing that you're here besides me. But, I still had to leave, and s o I d i d.

You're like her lover boy. I just wished you were my lover boy.


I love you, not because I have to, but because I want to and I choose to. I choose to forgive you and I want choose to be with you.

I went away, we fell apart. But I never, not even once, did I stop loving you.
"Remember when,
When I was the most,
Important to you,
Now I'm a ghost,"

20091205

Thought that you would be mine, guess the joke was on me.


Would you sing me a song till I fall to sleep? Would you hold me tight to keep me warm? Would you watch over me to make sure I'm safe? Would you stay up all night to be with me? Would you?
I'm starting to get worried, because it just seems like you've stop trying to care. Like you don't want to bother with me us anymore.
I don't need to have 100% of your time, I'm not asking for that. I just want 100% of you when you're with me.

I'm sorry ok, sorry for the past and sorry for the future. I'm sorry cause I can't change the past it's already been done. I can't promise you the future, I'm sorry but who knows what's gonna happen. But I can tell you now, that I love you, right at this moment in time
"See she decided to up and leave,
Before I could give her my apology.
Wish I could bring that girl back to me,
But it's too late she's gone, she's gone, she's gone"