20091128

If you need your breath taken away I'll be your thief


The way things are, and the way I planned things to be, are totally different. I never thought we'd run out of things to talk about. Didn't think you'd stop replying to my texts. Never crossed my mind that we'd fall outta love.

THINGS I LIKE ABOUT YOU:
1. Your caring
2. Your dimples
3. The way you play the guitar
4. The way you hug me tight
5. EVERYTHING <3

I think you should know, that I'm lonely and insecure. I'm paranoid that someone would steal your away. I'm scared outta my wits you'll fall out of love with me. I'm afraid to imagine what you'll think when you read this. What's the verdict?

I guess it was a lie when you promised me forever.
Home wasn't home the moment you left.

"But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple,
No I can't spell it for you,
If you just realized what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other,
Then we'd never find another."

20091120

One day we're forever the next day we're through


Cause she's seen that many romance movies, heard that many love songs, read that many romance novels, to believe, that she could too, one day, but the leading female in one of them.


I think nerds kinda fail when it comes to love, not because they're ugly or too geeky or anything like that. But because they try to rationalise their feelings, love by the rules and try to find the equation to solve it all. But really there is nothing scientific about it. No equations, no rules, no theories. It's just love.

Take a deep breath, clench your fists tight, look her in the eyes, and tell her. You don't love her. You can't can you?

I want to be able to chase and pursue the tails of my dreams. But also to have the strength it takes to turn away when they die away.

"So I watch you like a movie,
I'll sing you like a song,
Read you like a story,
If it takes me all night long.
Keep you like a secret,
I'll tell you like a joke,
It's true, it's true,
That I'll love you like I always do"