20090926

Details don't matter when both pay the price.


You had a million chances and a thousand ways you could have said it. But you never took any of the chances, and you never said it, not even once.
I'm not angry now, I'm not bitter about it anymore. It's just sometimes I still wonder, why we never really got there in the end.
You know me best, I hate to say I'm sorry, I hate to say goodbye. I hate to be abandoned and I hate to be in the dark. But I don't think you know, that what I hate the most, is letting our chance slip away.
Because she was depending on YOU, to get her through the day, to keep her safe and to leave that smile on her face. I don't know why or how you never realised this, or maybe was it that you forgot. Or did you not care at all? But it doesn't matter now, cause you let her down.
"I don't want nobody else
They don't understand
That I gave away my heart
The moment
That I shook your hand"

20090920

You're still my sunset//


It never made it right did it? You've never really forgiven me since had you? I can't blame you, I guess things just turned out the way they did.


Cause everytime I had the chance I let it slide away. Maybe if I didn't, I think she would have stayed. So baby I just want to know, if I paid more attention from this day, would you be coming back my way?

I'm finding it hard to find reasons to tell convince myself. Because it's not something I can just push away. It's there and no matter how hard I try. It won't leave me alone.


Hey you, yeah you. I'm kinda like a bit tired from walking so much trying to look for you. So I'm just going to sit right here and plan our future while I wait for you to come round. Don't take too long yeah?


"Take a little while to think things through,
Take a little while to make things true,
We don't have to rush"

20090906

We were so close but not even close enough.


I'm going to start to push you away.
Not because I want to.
But because I need to.


This is for someone. Who'd rather hurt themself then risk hurting me. Who'd know how to make me smile when I just can't no more. Who'd never be able to look into my eyes and tell me a lie. Who'd be content to see me happy from afar. This is for somebody too afraid to speak their heart.


Sometimes, I find myself making up excuses for you. Just to explain to that doubting part of me, why you aren't here.


I wanted to run to him, I wanted to throw myself in his arms, I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to, I really wanted to. But I didn't. And how I wish I did.


"I'm like a Sunday morning,
You're a Friday night,
And when we kiss it's the perfect weekend,
No rain in sight"