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Take a bow

I think it's time to say, this blog has ended. Thank you so much for reading and keeping me going through this short yet long time. May you all find shards of gladness in your everyday lives and may happiness find it's way to you even when all your doors seem closed. Sleep well, dream big.

God bless,


Yesterday was the time of our lives

And some days I'll be angry at you, and some days I'll be mad at myself. But I'm going to love most those days when I can look back and be happy of what we had. Because at the best of times what we had was real.
I'm staying up all night thinking about us and wondering how in the world we turned that into just a you and me.

Because she's the type that would keep her head up high even when her heart has fallen down to her feet. You know, the type that waits forever even when she had announced that she'd moved on.
How could you say it's nothing to me.

"Talk about our future,
Like we had a clue.
Never planned that one day,
I'd be losing you."


Till they feel like hallucinations

There is no exception and even if there was, you will never be his exception, get that in your head
The way you know the best of me and still love the rest of me.

Because life is cruel, life is the one prank we all fall for. When we're not ready to leave, it drags us, on all fours. It drags us along even when all we want to do is stay, just for a while longer. Then when the time comes when we're ready to move forward, it holds us back. Pulls us by our tailcoats and pins us down.
Find a girl that's going to turn your house into a home.
'When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.'



I'm so sorry I disappeared for so long! It's unjustifiable, I know. BUT! I'm in the midst of my exams right now, and I promise you'll receive updates when my exams are through. On the other hand, I'm also in the middle of creating another blog, but it'll be more me orientated and be an online diary basically. So if there are any smart bunnies out there who have a knack for customising web pages etc. Please send me a little shout out! Or if you have any story you'd like to tell me about or, anything really. Shoot me an email!




Like you were never gone

Wishing, hoping.
Still barely coping.
The moment you suddenly realize that you've become so consumed by one emotion, the only way to escape is to drown it out with another.
I can't look at you without seeing everything we could've been. I can't look at you without being reminded of what we should've been. I can't look at you and not be hurt by the fact that we never were and never will be.
I can't understand why no one ever stays for long, maybe for a while, but never for long. They come and then they go, always.

"I know we haven't spoken for a while,
But I was thinking about you,
And it made me smile.'



Like there's no sunrise

It's okay not to be okay at times. It's alright to cry, to be angry, to hate and to hurt. So forgive yourself, let your emotions run loose, let go of your ego and just feel.
I'd like us, to leave for the mountains but end at the seas. I want us to start in the car yet end up just walking. I want us to look for a friend and end up finding love.
She couldn't see past what could have been. Together you could have been everything, but now, she's back to nothing.

If you believe, that you could put one foot in front of another while you're heart is screaming at you to go running back, then go. Walk out that door.
'Sleep with candles burning,
I leave the door unlocked,
I'm weaving a rope,
And running all the red lights,
Did I get your attention?
Cause I'm sending all the signs.'